3rd day at work

Today is my third day at work,dunno y,i start to like the work liao,coz the staff there very good,got lenglui n most of all the office is definitely comfortable,but i`ve already gave out the letter of resignation,so it is not good for me to stay there although the HR asked me not to resign.I`ve settle down my job and it is much more easier for me,feel very man3 zhu2 when i`ve done things i should done.Afternoon,my department`s head asked me to go for lunch together,after i follow only i noe she wanna gave us a treat,thanks for her.Feel quite strange for me to have lunch together with another 5 gals,dunno where to locate my eyes.Somemore wan lenglui receptionist sitting beside on the round table,although she is much more elder than me,so gonna wait for everywan finish their lunch.Although there are many lenglui in the office,but this is oso another reason i wanna quit the job,although so many lenglui my eyes very enjoy,but after long term working in an 80% gals environment,i scared i`ll become sisy,so it is better for me to quite the job,but then cannot c lenglui everyday liao...

1st day at work

Morning ,i went to the office ,as i dun have a pass,i can`t enter the front door.So i waited for stuff who went in and asked her(80% female staffthere) to bring me in.Then i`ve found the HR manager with the help of wan account dept. staff,thanks for her help,so i was asked to sit there to wait.Waiting nervously there,i oso observed the working environment,hardly c any male staff in the office,the few male staff i oso can recognize them all today,so of coz there are lengluis in the office,although i dunno any of them.Every staff have to wear uniform which is just a latte-colour t-shirt wif logo,n then the HR staff wrongly brought me gals t-shirt,alar,wasted my time,no wander the cutting so small for m size.I was taught to do stuff i have to do n there was a little messy for me to do it for the 1st day.And for the account clerk,there are six of them including me n others 5 are females.I was shocked to c so much data need me to enter as 24,25,26 are off days while the outlets are still selling things,I have to make many calls to outlets to ask them to fax some needed documents.I stayed there till 8pm without any ot n i`ve just finished 24th data.Four other clerks were still there when i left,n those accountants,seems like others clerk salary are lower than mine`s from their reaction when they asked me,shocked me for tat.I`m thinking of quiting the job tomorow as today i was asked to go interview for a music school wif salary 1500 a month,i`m looking forward for tat job as music is my soul,i`ll be more enjoy there wif my interest besides 50% more salary,even though i can`t get it,i can find a job better.So tomorow i have to ask wheter i can quit the job not...Although can`t c lenglui there n the working environment there is considered good,got 4 .5 stars out of 5,n the others staff quite friendly,just the load of job is not very equal to the salary paid..

距离

自从与你见面后，我们之间仿佛有一道拉力，把我们之间的距离越拉越远。虽然一直尝试把这鼓拉力遏止，可是这鼓力量并没消失，反而随着尝试而增加。我犹如站在圆心，而你正如环绕着圆心的一颗星，渐渐地远离。我无从了解发生了什么事，也不想问你，因为你既不想说，那我又何必问呢？我不想因为干扰你的隐私，而失去你着朋友。也许我不该常把你方在第一位吧，保持适当的距离，也许会更好吧。无论如何，我依然会站在圆心，不会因为任何外力而改变，你依然是我最珍惜、最喜欢的。随着成长，你我也随着环境、朋友而有所改变,思想、观点也变得更成熟。虽然，这让我们之间的关系脱离了平衡点，但我并不埋怨这些改变，因为这是必然的。现在的你，有自己的理想，更加的成熟，比以前更特别，这可是一件好事。。
此外，我渐渐的感觉到网络的空虚，所以渐渐的不爱上网了。在网络上能畅谈一切，并不代表着真实世界里能畅谈一切，这正因为文字，是不能取代眼神、和声音的。而对于blogger，我可是又爱又恨，虽然让我有机会对你多些了解，可是却剥削了我们交谈的话题。。。
看来，近来你开始变得较开心了，我会为你而感到高兴的。明年你将要面对stpm，加油吧！！别太过沉迷与上网了。。祝你考试顺利。。

chirstmas + chirstmas eve

Yesterday was a chirstmas eve,so i decided to went out wif friend`s celebrate.Morning,i went wif chin wai which lives nearby to BB to buy a tuner I wish to buy for some time.After we took star lrt to hang tuah station,we changed on monorail to bb,coz his sister following n wanna took monorail,n this should be the 1st time i take monorail.But my 1st try izzn`t a good start,coz his sis is quite in a hurry,we 3 rush in to a train which is going to depart soon,as i`m following at the back,so i looked at they two got in ,n then when i wanna got in the train door was half-closed,i put my hand btw the door but gesture of re-opening,i dare not risk to get in,so i was outside the train n my friend is inside,n i have to wait for another train.When i reached bb station,my friend was waiting there n his sis has gone away.As we`re still waiting for zi yi,so i searched for my tuner while waiting for him.I went for Chamber Music inside Sg.Wang for tat stuff,but i can`t find wat i wan,so i headed for Bently Music opposite of KL plaza.The shop is very big for musical instrument store n i didn`t notice it b4 tat for so many years,alar..I got wat i wan inside and bought it,yeah,i`ve got my equipment n i`ll practise till my di zi`s pitch accuracy is +/- 5 cents accurate..And will i was dealing wif the shopkeeper,zi yi called n said tat he couldn`t find the shop,so i passed hp to chin wai n asked him to help anwering him.At last he found the shop n i`ve bought the tuner.So we three guys went to Sg.wang for lunch.While we were walking,we were kept on discussing about lenglui around the shopping complex,this should be a routine when guys are shopping together ,although some of them are quite lenglui,but i dun like lenglui around BB,their style not good..
After tat we went to Kelana Jaya,waiting to celebrate christmas eve.As we have nth to do at friend`s house,they played basketball again after watching kam1 zhong1 4 dai3 choi3 zhi2 replay.Not long after we start playing,it rained n i went to some covered area as i`ve already got a cold for few days,n i joined them after the rain stopped.We`d cancelled our earlier plan to 1U as wan of them said wanna go there to c fireworks,of coz there will not burning fireworks there for christmas eve,btw the damansara highway was conjested,so we went to Ming Tin food court nearby.Although the food there was not very delicous n somemore expensive,but still i called a big cup of apply juice which costed me rm4,but it is very enjoying for me to drink such a big cup of apple juice which i like most n long time din try it.After tat u guess where we went,huh,cyber cafe!!!As we didn`t play network games for quite a long time,then they said wanna find back the memory,alar,then we played there till today`s christmas.When we are going to left,those friends wu liao until chating on msn btw friends in the cafe,seems like pressure in chong hwa was too high until they were overwhelmed..After tat we went to mamak until 1am sth,n then we stayed at Key Seng`s house.5 ma lat lou slept in a room.we kept on chat until we slept only at 4am sth,chun kiat was telling his ""ghost"" story which made us laugh at him for the story was too loussy.And when we got up today,it was already 11,even late for brunch,n then after lunch we splited.
Wish everywan Merry Christmas..

Got my job

Today went for my interview.Morning scared couldn`t find the place,so i decided to go there earlier.As i was too lucky to find the office without any difficulties,i reached the place 9.10,50 minutes earlier than the appointment,but i still decide to get in 1st.How stupid am i ,i keep on push on the front door,but the door doesn`t move,so i look at the receptionist(quite lenglui leh),then only i noe i should pull the door,hope tat the HR didn`t c tat i can`t open the door..Walked in the office,my 1st feel is the office environment very good,mostly made of green glasses,got few pots of plants,like a garden,so i would be willing to work there for few months..The receptionist lead me to a conference room n asked me to fill up the form and wait,so i did wat she told n then wait there.Waited quite a long time,about 40 minutes,then the HR manager came in,just as the appointment time,10 am.Little nervous,coz this is my 1st time interview for office job,somemore the HR manager oso quite lenglui,seems like sth wrong with the company,y so many lenglui inside,n then seems like i din c many guys there today,maybe they are in the office.The manager quite kind n polite,little suprised tat she talk to me using chinese,maybe scared i can`t speak fluently in english.She din ask me much question,maybe because this is just a small job,or maybe she got a cold can`t talk much,then she asked me to start work on next monday(how stupid n i again written tat i`ll be able to work after christmas,not noticing tat 26th is a sunday),n then suprisingly the salary quite good,n the working hour is normal.So excited to get my 1st job,although i`m again alone there coz the positions there are full n i dun have time to inform my friend to join me there.Maybe this will be another chances for me to learn to communicate n noe more friends.
In the evening,i`ve to open a saving account for the job,so i head for the bank.The bank`s working efficiency very cha leh,i took me 2 hours to open an saving account,wat lar,if everyday got 12 person open accounts,then the bank gonna open for 24 hours liao..But I`m still very excited coz i got my job liao....

Suprises..

YEah,today i`ve almost settled my university application,both to NTU n NUS,now just left NTU payment n scholarships application for the two university,haven`t figure out what and how to write my self-recommendation letter,maybe wan or two days later.
To my suprise,when i was posting the register letter to university at pos malaysia,i received a call from an unknown number,after some conversation then i noe tat i was offered an interview for a general clerk vaccancy in OSIM.Can`t believe it,as i just simply left my contact in Jobstreet.com.my and then the 2nd day i`m called for interview.Hope i can get the job,so tat i have a salary to full-fill my dreams,a chromatic tuner,teeth braces,music stand or if can a cello or laptop,seems like too far away(allowed me to dream for few seconds),actually some income for me to yam cha or go for outings then enough liao.
2nd suprise is i received a call from my friend who has migrated to Australia n now she`s back for holiday,she used to sit beside me during form 5,quite nice the person.So i phoned her back when i went home n we chat for sometime as we din contact long time liao,coincidently she oso went to genting on 20,21,seems like everywan is there,no wander Datuk Lim can become tat rich..Maybe later will call some friends out for gathering as i missed my school wan4 ren2 yan4 by participating National Chinese Orchestra Competition final.Hmm,feel like my more n more of my classmates will be splited into different locations in the world when U. starts ,although most of them will be at Singapore....

Results,Travels,Vaccancies...

Today is the day i`ve travelled around KL whole day.Morning,took lrt to titiwangsa station n then took bus to school to get my UEC result slip n SPM cert.,besides certify those photocopy certs,to my suprise i met some friends coincidently as we didn`t call any others b4 tat.Wasted for some time to wait for the deputy headmaster back to his office.
After tat i oso got my paid by helping a teacher to convert audio cassete to cd,tats my 1st income for december 2004.After everything had been settled,i took bus to kota raya to take bus to subang.B4 reaching kota,i gave a try to stop at Chow kit to look for a sales assistant vaccancy at a musical instrument store.When i reached the front door,there was a notice for vaccancy,but i was disappointed to find out tat the job is already occupied.So i continued my "journey" to kota.when i passed by Starbucks,i oso gave a try to c wheter there`s a vaccancy.The manager asked me to fill the form n i`ll be notify soon,seems like the chance to get the job isn`t high.So i continued my journey to subang.Although the bus is air-conditioned,it is still stuffy and the journey is quite a long time,wat a torture.When i`ve reached subang,i head for IDP to get my result.Little disappointed when i noe tat i got 6.5 in the exam,anyway ,i`m satisfied with the result as i didn`t prepare much n the result is enough to help me into U.
I`m quite short of time to settle the payment for U application.I hurried to the bank to buy a bank draft after lunch hoping to send those supporting documents to U. but only noticed tat i din photostat my birth cert.,so i have to settle it tomorow,its not so hurry actually as the closing date is after 3 weeks.
When i got out of the bank,i saw a clerk vaccancy sticking at the front door,yeah,i`m just looking
for the job,so i called to the admission office immediately n i`m so stupid to told him tat i would be coming over there the moment.So i typed my job application letter in 5 minutes n then prepared some documents n then sent it to the admission office.After 10 days camp,my english level oso dropped much leh and i`ve forgotten many things when typing the letter.I`ll be notify later oso ,maybe for an interview ,or it is better tat i`ll be hired straightly..

张雨生-天天想你

听到这首歌，心中便会自然的有个共鸣，身在远处高原上的你，是否感觉到我的思念呢？山上云雾随着冷风飘散,白茫茫的一片,犹如冬天的白雪,这可是你的心愿之一吧.尽情的享受圣诞气息吧，让悲伤随寒风白云飘散，找回开心的心情，而我会为你而感到高兴，默默地祝福你。。

天天想你
當我佇立在窗前
你愈走愈遠
我的每一次心跳
你是否聽見
當我徘徊在深夜
你在我心田
你的每一句誓言
迴盪在耳邊
隱隱約約
閃動的雙眼藏著你的羞怯
加深我的思念
兩顆心的交界
你一定會看見
只要你願意走向前

天天想你　天天問自己
到什麼時候才能告訴你
天天想你　天天守住一顆心
把我最好的愛留給你

10 days camp n competition precious experiences

由于这次的经历太可贵,加上我的英文表达能力不佳,所以我决定用中文写,以免文字剥削了这么美好的回忆.
莫名奇妙的,我因为比赛参加了康乐华乐团,并参加了他们的训练营.第一天来到时,便有朋友主动来认识我,俊毅,一位非常热爱音乐,擅长玩钢琴和大提琴的朋友.开始时还不知道他是该乐团的主席,直到数天后..过后因为我是唯一一个来自隆中华的,所以就被推做组长,这可是一个挑战,但是也让我更能认识新朋友.训练营的前四天和后四天有相当程度的差别.前四天比较多娱乐活动,主要是准备董总万人宴,因此比较轻松.感觉上康乐这乐团真的很特别,很好玩,大家都很团结和很有默契,这是许多乐团所做不到的.最令我佩服的是乐团的领导层,特别是指挥岫杰老师.她非常关心乐团的每个团员,同时也能和团员们打成一片.在她的指挥下, 我感觉到在有要求下但又能轻松的享受音乐的乐趣,这次能做为她的学生,可是我的荣幸.
需要一提的是,训练营中有位团员相当像一位我认识的朋友,看到时就令我想起她,感觉很奇怪.不过也只是样貌相似,并不重要.
第四天后,便开始准备比赛. 虽然很累,但却很开心.第一次尝到连续8次完整合奏一首合奏曲,非常刺激.此外还有舞蹈训练课程,一个很好的体验,让我意识到如何运用肢体做为语言..
到了16日初赛当天,就是训练营的最后一天,大家穿着DIY的t-shirt 抵达现场,可说是全场绝无仅有的,感觉很自豪.到了比赛时间,有些紧张,但又很兴奋,团员之间都在互相鼓励.比赛开始时,大家都有些紧张,出现了错误,很高兴的是错误并没有导致混乱,所以接下来反而更有信心了.
第二天是初赛二,我们都来等成绩,也看了其他队伍的演出.这天,也是我第一次到康乐学校(之前的练习刚好都在新纪元学院).当成绩揭晓时,大家都非常兴奋,一起喊口号唱歌,也因为这样被其他人投诉.这是对我们的肯定,大家的努力都没白费.
因为 我们进了决赛,所以18日当天又有机会演出.演出前我们在康乐练习,这次的练习,感觉更有默契以及更能表达出歌曲的感觉,非常高兴.到了天后宫,很惊喜的发现静柔来到了现场支持,真的很感动,好久没见到她了.可是由于票卖完了,她无法进入现场,结果白白的来看比赛.真的很对不起她,让她在那里度过难受的一天..
话说回头,比赛时我们的表现表现还不错,不过气愤的是,比完赛后我们身为演员竟然不能进场看比赛,就连荧幕直播也没有,太过分了,结果一直等到1 am左右成绩揭晓.有些难过我们不能进入四强,团员们对此都相当失望.而我在难过之余,心中更有一份不舍,需和他们分别了,以后的见面机会应该也不多,也只能随缘吧,这可是一个非常美好的回忆与体验....

Waiting for result

Tomorow is 8th dec,hmm,a day i`m waiting desperately,eagerly,it seems a dozen years past for this day to come.Although i`ve tried to get into the site for the exam result with some way but its not working,so i`ve to wait until 9am of 8th dec for my result.Wat will the result be?Can`t guess,but hope tat it will satisfy my expectation so tat i can get in the University n the subject i wish to get it,of coz if can get a scholarship will be the best,owning the bank money isn`t good the feeling.