Knowing her

I must noe her now,or not she will not work there later n i wun be able to c her anymore..I`ve been hoping to noe her since 1st day c her in ktm station but y i always wanna wait until last minute only dare to noe her??huh??y i`m so useless??
Yesterday i got information tat she will work till 6th march,so today i purposely go earlier to midvalley n then go n find her.Y i`m so scare to noe her??i`ve standed at the south court for 15 minutes b4 i dare to walk near her shop,but too bad din c her inside.12pm,i tried again,this time i hesitated 10 minutes nearby her shop b4 i dare to walk in.When i walked in the shop,she is straight in front me,i`m in tremendous fear.Maybe becoz i was scare,my voice oso too low,after i repeated few times only she understand wat am i talking.N how stupid am i,i just told her i would like to noe her n told her my name,n then forgotten to ask her name.N then i walked away?Real stupid me,aih...................................
At night at ktm station,yes!she`s there.But i really dunno how to approch her,so i just pretend tat din c her,stupid huh?n then so coincidently today my dad can`t fetch me at ktm station,so i have to take lrt.I noe tat she will be there,n then my friend together wif me oso noe her,but still i dun dare to noe her.So there`s a tiang,i`m at the left n the gal wif her friend at the right,my friend in between.N then my friend asked her when she will be stop working,to my shock tomorow is her last day,she got ns,shit.....but i still din approch her...
Tomorow i`m working morning shift,n she mostly afternoon,i must go n noe her liao...or not i`ll regret tat i din did so in the future,i`ll wait till 10 after work n then take lrt back ..tats my last chance,i wun allow myself to miss it...never....

Suprises

Still dun dare to noe the gal,maybe this dream will be over after spm result is out,yeah...
To my suprise,tat day went to another shop under the same company to buy uniform,adidas shoe,unexpectingly noe few new friends there.Not quite willing to buy the shoe,although got 40%discount ,but its still 200 after discount,damn expensive ,i never bought any accessories such expensive b4.But then when i walked in the shop,wan gal comes n served me,then told her no need to served me coz were under same company,then aftertat we got sth to talk bout,n then later i noe all the staff in tat boutique,its happy to noe new friend in such situation.N then at night after work suprised to c them again at ktm station,only noe tat they stay in bangi,huh,so far..from tat day onwards i`m not alone anymore after work,got friends to talk wif at ktm station,quite shuang de.Besides we are oso quite crazy in the train,sometimes seats on the floor if there isn`t any empty seats,if not they have to stand 45 minutes to bangi,of coz prefer to seat on the floor after whole day standing..

But i`m oso quite dissapointed to received the news tat my friends being called for interview for scholarship by university,but i`ve only being accepted for the course i wan by university.Not any chance for me to get the scholarship now.Can`t blame anywan,as my classmates` result are much more better n the university surely will considered them 1st,n i`m not working tat hard this year,now i`ve to pay for it..Learned a lesson in a hard way,i`ll never repeat this in university,if i got good result,i still be able to get scholarship in 2nd year,i`ll get it n i believe i`ll be able to get it,as i`ll work as much as i can for wat i`m interested...Its my time...

dream

Hmm,long time din blog liao lo.Feel like blogging is meaningless,rather talk to a real person,,mao2 dun4,but stimes blogging can let me fa4 xie4 as i wan,so now i wanna fa4 xie4 here..
Since i`m 1st day on the job,i met her till now.Hmm seems like attracted by her liao.Everyday if i work afternoon shift,seems like will hope for her appearance at ktm station,everyday seems the same,jeans,red t-shirt n a blue bag.Already guessed her working place,too bad i`m at ground floor north court n she`s at south court 1st floor,so damn far.but even she work near my shop oso dun dare to noe her,so just dream ..Dunno when she will work till,hope tat can continue to meet her,but sure will end one day?So the best way is to noe her??Izzit possible????