"Accidentally in love"

Hmm,wat a nice song,although quite long ago since the song was released,entertaining ,nice , n speak out the voice inside those people like me,who are lonely,n waiting for love,hahaha...actually wat i wanna say is,the song is really nice,creative,frank.....(wait till my volcabulary being enriched enough 1st then i can describe more)...
Talk bout my holiday...very happy tat I`m in the hall production team..means tat i`ll be staying in the hall for whole month semester break(i`ll be going home for one week),tats wat i plan to do so.Hall production is really wat i`m very interested in,I`ve interview for song writer,music director,instrumentalist in the previous round,quite angry bout the unfairness tat those position are dominated by the Rockers(one of the culture groups in hall),so then now I`m in stage crew...from job nature describe,is to built a stage from sketch n doing backstage job during performance,which will be a musical drama,quite fresh n intersting to me...but i might me tiring too coz have to work 12 hours 5 day per week in december,anyway,by staying in hall i can do more things which i tend to and able to do during holiday coz i`ll never have free time during semester.Besides tat,there``ll be chinese orchestra camp,which i joined to learn cello,n the choir i joined oso will be carolyning in a hotel nearby changi airport for wan week...interesting leh..i never celebrate christmas ,as well as singing in front of public...hahaha....never imagine tat i can sing...yeah!!!!!so my holiday will be a enriching wan!!!Looking forward for it...Anyway now i really have to concentrate n work very hard to archieve my target,to get 4.0 in the final,which is A- or B+,if i got it,i`ll really be very happy!!!Now I`m already working hard,perhaps I still can work harder,wat to do is not to waste too much time at unnecessary stuffs....
Feel better after bloging...have to study now....All the best to my friends who are taking final,A-level and Stpm soon!!!

Inconsistant sleeping time

Yesterday slept at 5am,huh,studied programming and did the tutorial then i arranged some of the files,after tat still cannot sleep,sometimes when u`ll feel very tired but just then u cannot fall asleep,tats the worst feel ever,since tat u`re tired and cannot concentrate to do anything,u have to sleep ,but u can`t sleep,what on earth u should do???Hmm...only can wait till u fall asleep....today even worse,unfortunenately ate something wrong and got stomachache when I was very tired as lack of sleeping.Then at night watch webcast halfway then feel sleepy,so i decided to sleep 1st and then wake up at 3am.But then sleep tilll now i`m awake liao,naturally,not by alarm,i oso dunno y...perhaps my body want me to work hard.....

Missing u....

I miss u so much leh ,chia ling...final exam is around the corner ,i bet u`re oso working very hard to prepare for the exam,coz c u on9 more frequently ...miss u miss u..!!!U`ll never noe tat i like miss u so much...

Distracted mind

Hmm...wan more months to final exam,i really have to work as hard as possible so tat i wun get a dissapointed result anymore,maybe still couldn`t compete with the rest,since tat it is so competitive here,but at least i wun feel dissapointed bout myself...whenever i study hard,n then feel tired,tat time i`ll think of gals,feel very lonely when u`re bored n there`s nobody u`ll like to talk to to talk with,lonely....lonely... n lonely......everyday i`ll c her on9 ,most of the time with a away sign ,although everytime she`s there,just like my status is always busy,hmm,..dun dare to msg her,even in msn,since tat long time din c her liao,n then dun have much things related can talk to...how???hrrr....dunwan to think of her....shouldn`t torture myself like tat....sometimes will have a feel like,after 4 years graduated,will i noe somewan who i love,n not single anymore??hmm,feel like it is more likely tat i`ll still be single after 4 years.......sien.....

Late in midnight

These few days feel quite happy,in terms of study,coz i`ve made full use of my time to study what i ought to and suppose to,which have been left behind due to unproper planning n time management,hope the motivation will continues and i`ll be able to be on pace in every subject very soon.Of coz i`ll hope tat i`ll be ahead of the lecture,then learning will be perfect..

Since that the competition here really challenging ,now i dun really bother to compare my results with others,as long as i work hard enough,satisfied my own target ,then i`ll feel grateful..

Besides,I still can stop thinking of her,chia ling..why i`ll think of her?Since I know that it is almost impossible to success ,as there are so many people looking for her..There`re so many flowers in the garden,y her???Hmm,I dun really understand,maybe should let it be natural,dun think so much,observe people around me,maybe i`ll noe someone not expected to noe...

思念

怎么会突然想起你呢？其实不然，也许是压抑着的思念吧。相隔数星期没见到你，昨天看见你时，心中有着莫明的欢喜，可是却装做不已为然，也许还不是时候让你知道吧。昨天可是Amcisa 的中秋晚会，虽然我也是成员，可是我并不打算参加这次的活动，更别说表演。我在宿舍里有着自己的世界，没时间参加amcisa的活动，所以这个组织越来越不属于我了。因为想见你，同时希望和你一起演出，我参加了这次的活动。彩排时，我一直装着漫不经心，你可知道我多么的在乎你吗?你说只有在和我合奏时才会紧张出错，是不是意味着你也有着同样的感觉？当你再次的表演时，听着你说序言的声音，顿时勾起高中时歌曲创作比赛的回忆，你的声音，是多么的美妙！！可是我一直都不敢接近你，你有这么多的追求者，何时才轮到我呢？期中考的结果已经不怎理想了，在为自己添烦恼？我能面对吗？最后，也只能在这里默默的发泄。。。