Distracted mind

Hmm...wan more months to final exam,i really have to work as hard as possible so tat i wun get a dissapointed result anymore,maybe still couldn`t compete with the rest,since tat it is so competitive here,but at least i wun feel dissapointed bout myself...whenever i study hard,n then feel tired,tat time i`ll think of gals,feel very lonely when u`re bored n there`s nobody u`ll like to talk to to talk with,lonely....lonely... n lonely......everyday i`ll c her on9 ,most of the time with a away sign ,although everytime she`s there,just like my status is always busy,hmm,..dun dare to msg her,even in msn,since tat long time din c her liao,n then dun have much things related can talk to...how???hrrr....dunwan to think of her....shouldn`t torture myself like tat....sometimes will have a feel like,after 4 years graduated,will i noe somewan who i love,n not single anymore??hmm,feel like it is more likely tat i`ll still be single after 4 years.......sien.....