miss u

Arrrgggghhh...............Why always think of her de,i dun like the feel of missing somewan,so torturing.....N then even worse can`t contact her since tat the sms mostly will be received 2nd day or few days after i sent,huh,how to contact...!!!!!Sms already like tat,dunno wat will be if i call...
Aih aih aih,luckily today i start working liao,a bit crazy of me,keep on ironing cloths from the moment i start work,other staffs must think tat i`m crazy...but tats the way to keep myself not to think of her...stupid la me...n then everyday listen tong hua...so gan3 dong4...
besides i oso always listen to The Phantom of the Opera de soundtracks,inside got wan song "Learn to Be Lonely" n then "Think Of Me" n then "All I ask of you"...so touching...
arrrgggghhh.........still got little miss her,although fa xie4 so many nonsense here...
yyyyyyy,i`ll got impressed by somewan in such situation,????N then i only noe her not very long..
But i still can`t deny tat i`m missing her,can`t wait tat the stupid ns faster over...

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Yesterday got my job at last,really hard to find a good job huh.Good salary de expected u to work for long time n then need two times interview,low salary de i dun like,aih,stupid..
went to midvalley find job in the morning,no result,n then in afternoon went to times square to find,but still got many shops not open yet,n then damn big n those roads so messy,i dun like times square,so i walked to sg.wang,then i found giordano,then interviewed at the hq at bb,n then surprisingly i got the job n then working at midvalley,yeah,tats where i wanna work..but the salary,nth different with the previous,suan liao,better than staying at home fat mou...so i`ll gonna work monday onwards..

today very very happy leh,she replied my sms liao,stupid sarawak there line so cha,wanna sms oso hard,later better go buy std card call her,coz sms then she will only received on second day,how to chat like tat..stupid ns..such a great obstacle for me to get close to her..huh!!!N then wasting time,from wat i noe they just marching everyday,stupid!!!
Take care ya,miss u!!

思念

今早不知道是思念的关系。。六点多就醒了，之后就send了封sms给她。。不知是她不想回复，还是要上机了。。过后我又睡着了。再次起身后心情好多了，脑海里总算可以暂时把她阁下。。过后上网察寻新大，南大的资料。。问了很多人，还是很难做决择。。最终和哥哥在南大的朋友聊天，终于做出决定，南大，不久后我会是你们的一分子。。
午觉后，又想起了她。。怎么会一直想着她？？看来我真的是情非得已了..
犹豫了很久,最后还是鼓起勇气打了通电话给她,这还是我第一次用手机打长途电话,反正之前剩下的credit平时都不会怎么用到..电话接通了,原来她还没到,正在sibu等着转机..不只要和她说什么..气氛不是太好..过后电话线路有问题就断线了..唯有sms..总算是放心了知道你到了sarawak..
你有男朋友了吗?一直都不敢开口问..希望没有吧..那我还有希望..有机会我一定要问问看..
这时间你应该要睡了吧..晚安..
三个月..我会等你回来的..一定..

慧玲: 一帆风顺

嗯。。今天早上六点你将去国民服役了。。真的很舍不得你。。尽情的享受三个月的渡假吧，我会默默的祝福你的。。今天你终于肯接电话了。。听见你的声音真的很高兴，虽然感觉上你有些担心。。放心吧。。国民服务罢了。。
你真的很特别。。若我还在Midvalley工作，放工后我不会再四处望了，因为相信ktm车站在这三个月内不会有那么特别,肢体语言那么优美的人能吸引住我的眼光。。
一路顺风。。三个月后再见。。

p/s:你应该不会知道这个Post的存在吧，因为你不爱上网。。之所以我会把对你的感觉写在这里。。

5 days more to her NS

These few days start to sms with her,feels quite good.She`s a gal who is very cheerful n likes piano very much..This kind of friend is the kind i`m hoping to noe for so long,as i just met two in secondary school ,wan is by best friend zi yi who is now in singapore n the other wan is a gal whom i noe only during competitions such as song composing competition..Can`t imagine i`ll noe wan in midvalley..But the timing seems like not very good..as she`ll be going to ns later..tats the fate..noe somewan who is so attractive n then she`ll dissapeared for months..After there months will our friendship still continues?Will she changed?Who noes?
Sigh...Better not to think so much..
Maybe i should just appreciate tat i noe such a friend in my life in such situation n treassure her as a friend....

9 days more she`ll be at NS

Still feel like not used to the feel after she`s not working there..But yesterday felt very suprised to c her came n find me when she passed by..She said tat purposely dun tell me ,like tat only suprising...Really suprising leh,so happy to c her,n she looks even pretty in casual wear..
Feel very happy to sms with her,always so happy,tats the thing tat make her so attractive too..She`s going to ns liao,3 months ,little bit regret tat din get to noe her earlier,but i should be very grateful tat i`ll be able to noe her at last..n always be grateful tat i noe her in midvalley..in such a situation...
I must appreciate these few days..N now i`ll have more time as i no need to work till end of month as the manager said tat i can go now,so i quited..

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Today morning tried to sms her,hoping the reply will be positive..1stly the delivered report came ,so tat the number does exist,then after sometime she replied,yeah..How nice,she like oso wanna be friend,n the conversation continue for quite a long time..She learned ballet,gymnastic b4 n oso learned piano..A little bit tian1 zhen1,n seems like she is happy all the time,really a nice gal to noe..Thankfully i still got a chance to noe her..
Tonight when taking ktm,felt quite sad n unusual,din c her anymore as she stopped working..N i`m quite bu shuang about her colleagues or friends who are just around me keep on gossip bout her from their conversation seems like they are quite jealous bout her n dun really like her guai guai gal style,huh,n then critized me as if purposely wanna let me listen?Wats de problem wif them?really irritating to c such 38 gals...

Impossible is nothing...

Yeah...Yes..I noe her at last,can`t describe the happiness..
Today went to find her during lunch break,b4 tat planned to go to her shop invite her to have lunch together wif my friend wei leng,but then my friend came late n then she`s already out,i think tat she already noticed i`m around there liao.Then my friend came n urged me to go ahead,then at last dare to speak out.Suprisingly,she agreed liao..Thanks for my friend,as long as she`s a gal,so she`s not so scared n i`m oso not so scare ,so can talk naturally liao..
She`s wan year younger,oso talk alot,the atmosphere is quite nice,n wan thing tat i noticed tat her body language or gerak-geri is very nice,tats could be the main reason make me wanna noe her,maybe she got learn ballet or dancing etc..
Just too bad tats her last day n she`ll be going for ns after two weeks to sarawak.Anyway if not i noe tat tats her last day i oso wun go n noe her..Tats the fate..
From wat i noe after tat from my friend de friend,she learn piano n ballet,hardly can meet people who likes art like tat.And my friend oso said nice to meet her..
Hope can keep in touch wif her wif the hp number,hopefully is a real number?Its nice to noe a friend like tat...