Regain Confidence

Today was my third war in NUS,maths mid-term exam...1st talk about serious matter...HEHE..out of three exam i`ve gone through,this is the exam tat makes me feel more relief,after the two exam tat i did here...hmm...at least got some mental support ....makes me feel a little more confidence about myself(hmm,i`m confidence on certain things,but still not confidence to noe gals),in academic ,perhaps it`ll be my turning point,now out of 6 modules i`ve in this sem,i only left physics not on pace with the lecture,hmm,it will not be an easy task to accomplish,but i have to face it,n have to conquer it,NO FEAR!!!!Left two more mid-term,both in the same day..Have to work hard,since tat during these few days b4 the exam will oso have to prepare for hall culture night(hehe,i`m performing again!!!)..
okie now talk bout nonsense,sth happened b4,n during the exam.I n my friends were waiting for the exam to start outside the hall,then,i was telling my friend bout a pretty gal in my lecture group,china gal,(since tat it is quite hard to find pretty gal in Engineering),then the exam is free seating,coincidently the gal is seating on the table beside,walau,today i`m so lucky then,but then,my lecturer came,shit,then he chased out all the people seating on the row which the gal was sitting at,huh,this maybe prove tat "happy hours pass by very fast",hmmm,too bad....anyway,it is oso good de,so i can concentrate in the exam,n this time i really did well,Yeah!!although the paper is quite easy,but the fact is i still did well!!!Yeah!!!Seems like i c light out of the canopy of darkness..haha..talk cork...

Stress....

Hmm...two mid-term just over,died cham cham.....a little discourage...1st died was physics,15 multiple choices question in wan hour,so complex the question ,how to finish leh,somemore even got enough time,i oso cannot do all the quesiton....aih... then today was c programming,i did prepare well for the exam,got 90 % confidence to do well in the exam,but then the paper come out a bit hard,n then my time estimation not good,left out last 3 question,n then the fact is tat the question i left out was easy question...wat to say??Try again next time,perhaps try harder....i wanna work hard ,play hard,then care bout my health too..dunwan to fall a sick anymore,coz if sick,perhaps i cannot do so many things.....
Anyway,today oso happy de,today started to learn cello,hmm,nice nice cello,i love it,cello can be my wife liao,if i dun have any next time...so sound so nice...n then..the fact is tat the sound come out from my hand(hehe although still beginner)..but at least now i`ve already steped out my 1st step..i believe i can play better in the future....
Sien sien sien,...so many pretty gals around...but seems so far away....lonely.....

Back in Singapore

came home on sunday morning,reached kl at 3pm something,then the 1st thing i did was eating roti canai n nasi bryani with my mum,since i din eat anything from tat day morning 6am,as just brought enough money to travel back,wat a big mistake,anyway,the bus trip was quite nice,comfortable,almost slept 80% during the trip.The 2nd thing i did was shopping in carrefour,hmm,relepnish some goods needed in singapore.So ,at night,wasted quite a lot of time,din study much,as home sweet home,i enjoyed more than i study at home.2nd day then i went to sign agreement n low yat to shop.bought a nice speaker(which bring me some difficulties when i traveled to singapore).B4 tat planned to but train ticket,but then realized tat it was much more expensive than bus,n then slower,so i took bus.Imagine,carrying the speaker all the way to singapore,during bus trip still ok,no need to carry myself,then after i reached custom,troubles come,1st thing i`ve to worry is the duty,luckily the custom din charge duty for my speaker,then the coming problem is the carrying.the speakers weight 8kg ++,n in my luggage got a 5kg physics textbook(made a big mistake to bring tat back as i din touch the book in m`sia),then plus my laptop n etc,its damn heavy,i cannot walk more than 30m with those things,so have to walk n stop...the worst thing is,the bus stop at singapore at a place very far from my hostel,n it`s quite a distance to mrt station.Without those luggage,shouldn`t be any problem,but with the luggage,then.....as i insist not to take cab,so i did some "gym" all the way back to hostel...anyway,the i still like the speaker,although it is not wise to carry all the way here..
Hmm ,bout the holiday,shit,mid-term break becomes study week,as the mid term exam is right after the holiday.I`ve wasted 2 days time in terms of study in Kl,so ,have to work even harder,although the zhou gong keep on bothering me.Anyway,I`ll stay away from u zhou gong!!!

mixing feelings

Mid term break is coming,should be a good news,but the thing is it only last for 5 days,wat lar,the university so stingy,I shouldn`t be going back to M`sia during this term break,coz its too short n then right after the term break will be mid term exam,huh,5 exams have to go through,but then i`ve to settle my tuition grant agreement,fix my spec,n then maybe buy some stuffs,cut hair,n eat roti canai(although some are optional,but since i`m back,y not?).So i`ll be back most probaly on sunday,then going here in tues,wasted quite a lot of time leh,but,wat to do?
Everyday have to study study n study,since tat i still have to catch up lectures n tutorials,so i have to keep on the motivation to study.
Hmm,realize wan thing,since tat i`m here,the only chong hwa classmate in nus out of 4 i still got contact with is chia ling(alcohol),more pretty liao,coz long hair.Quite a strange phenomenon,last time at school dun really talk to each other,only talk during competition or contest,then now different.She`s quite a good friend to me in some sense,as she`s enthusiatic in music,various sort of music,so i`ll feel more likely to talk bout those things with her,n then the other reason is tat we`ve been classmate for few year.

Sick Sick Sick

Stupid flu,got since few weeks ago n then it last till now,Shit!!!!!Make me tired n now is the time i wanna accelerate my study speed,urghrhhhhghhhhhhh!!!!!!!I`ll conquer u!!!!flu!!!!Soon u`ll lose,n i`ll get rid of u!!!!!!!!!