Knowing her

I must noe her now,or not she will not work there later n i wun be able to c her anymore..I`ve been hoping to noe her since 1st day c her in ktm station but y i always wanna wait until last minute only dare to noe her??huh??y i`m so useless??
Yesterday i got information tat she will work till 6th march,so today i purposely go earlier to midvalley n then go n find her.Y i`m so scare to noe her??i`ve standed at the south court for 15 minutes b4 i dare to walk near her shop,but too bad din c her inside.12pm,i tried again,this time i hesitated 10 minutes nearby her shop b4 i dare to walk in.When i walked in the shop,she is straight in front me,i`m in tremendous fear.Maybe becoz i was scare,my voice oso too low,after i repeated few times only she understand wat am i talking.N how stupid am i,i just told her i would like to noe her n told her my name,n then forgotten to ask her name.N then i walked away?Real stupid me,aih...................................
At night at ktm station,yes!she`s there.But i really dunno how to approch her,so i just pretend tat din c her,stupid huh?n then so coincidently today my dad can`t fetch me at ktm station,so i have to take lrt.I noe tat she will be there,n then my friend together wif me oso noe her,but still i dun dare to noe her.So there`s a tiang,i`m at the left n the gal wif her friend at the right,my friend in between.N then my friend asked her when she will be stop working,to my shock tomorow is her last day,she got ns,shit.....but i still din approch her...
Tomorow i`m working morning shift,n she mostly afternoon,i must go n noe her liao...or not i`ll regret tat i din did so in the future,i`ll wait till 10 after work n then take lrt back ..tats my last chance,i wun allow myself to miss it...never....