Saturday, April 09, 2005

Purpose of life

Today my best friend asked me wat is purpose of life,wat is purpose of life?????
I`m sure this qustion dun have exact answer,to me,maybe just to live,or more accurately,to live a happy life,doing wat i hope to do,like to do...Am i happy now??Not really,although now quite free,nth to bz about n just waiting..Besides,felt quite lonely,best friend still at singapore,although still got many friends,but mostly not so close,some close but still not the kind of friends heart to heart..so wun think of find them out purposely,maybe just occasionally...last week think of find an old friend out gathering,sheau ming,old classmate since form two,noe her in icq although in the same class,long time din contact her,although we used to chat every weekend since we noe..but tat day called her out,still felt like very dissapointed,still kinda ai4 mu4 xu1 rong2 she`ve changed to,aih...,not the good friend i noe last time anymore...environment maybe will change one person...
Besides,dunno y i`m still writing the blog...maybe too lonely,or maybe after writing here will feel better...or maybe someway of contact wif somewan...U still remember the sms test u sent me last time?Wat will i think of if think of u?i`ve choosed sky...N then the test answer is quite accurate...a person who helps to solve problems..U`re wan of the best friend i treassure very much,although our relationship starts on9..all de best in ur stpm..


Learn To Be Lonely
Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness
Who will be there for you
Comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion
Never dreamed out in the world
There are arms to hold you?
You've always known
Your heart was on its own
So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to be lonely
Learn how to love life that is lived alone
Learn to be lonely life can be lived life can be loved Alone.

Lyrics adapted from The phantom of the opera

1 Comments:

Blogger jinro said...

actually i do visit ur blog on and off.. jus 2 see your happenings.. kinda surprised u mentioned me in ur blog.. thanks! all the best to u in everyway!! hope u n ur "ns fren" wil have a good ending la~ :)

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