emptyness

hoooh... 2nd time feeling empty in this month, 1st time is after exam, 2nd time is after the tzu ji camp, all the while living a busy life n now suddenly so free, no need to hurry, alone in the room, facing laptop n wall....tats the feeling i get after every camps, exams, competitions, performances..

4th Dec, finished my last paper Marketing, an evil subject, really evil, tats business n law, but i like business modules, n planned to minor in business, cos they're interesting, am i evil?just feel tat i gained some confidence in those subjects, n need sth different to balance my boring engine core module, n business is practical..after so many lessons in the camp, will i still interested in business.haha, of coz, i have to noe the evil to protect myself..btw business can be not so evil if u're not evil..hopefully tis module can push my cap too..

4th-7th dec, the exam was in the morning, so after exam i'm free!wat i did after go back to my room?searching for movies n drama.Watch a few korean n japanese movie from the site n finally found wan nice korean drama, Only You.Talking about a love story, ........,dunno how to write sypnosis, but the drama is nice.Why izzit nice?maybe the actress is pretty, but not really tat pretty compare to Goong, but then she's very natural, frank..n the story is touching..so i continued watching the drama n prepare to move my room(stupid hall tis year dun have the option to store my things in my own room). Btw i actually planned to take part in XQRJ competition, but i barely have time n resources, i needed to complete the things b4 the tzu ji camp coz i'm going home n the deadline is 20th.Well i finally finalized the tune at 6th Dec night, or midnight,a sad song again, well a not very happy person wun noe how to write a decent happy song.tis song i got the inspiration after amcisa mooncake festival celebration, when i felt empty n lonely after the celebration,but the tune is not completed yet..Only managed to find back the feeling after walk around singapore wif 2 friends(Chinatown, Vivo,Harbour front),so sien, y Singapore's lifestyle so boring?so when i felt sien, the inspiration comes back, n i finalized the tune..but where to find people to help me wif my lyrics?my chinese is not good, although studying chinese since primary school, but then wat is different here is tat i hardly can find anywan who is good at chinese here?Nvm leave it, worse to worse not to take part in XQRJ only, the song still can get publicity, but to a bunch of audience who dunno how to appreciate,Kent Ridgeans, (ops i'm a Kent Ridgean too).Anyway, writing song is just to throw away my bad feelings into the song, then after tat i'll feel better,so tats it..